It has been almost a year... and I cannot believe it! I haven't been home here in almost a year. I guess I tried to convince myself this wasn't home anymore because I literally do not have a home here..but it still feels the same. And I am happy to be here. I laugh at myself because I was SO antsy to leave when I did BUT now I jump at the chance to come back. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I didn't so much plan this trip other then I have some amazing friends (more like family) to visit. I have a few very dear friends who I need to see. It isn't even a want. I need an opportunity to be myself, to be comfortable around some people who I know care about me and want to lift me up. There are just way to many people that I have been surrounded by lately that all they do is bring me down. Maybe not intentionally but that is the result. When you visit with a friend you should feel alive and energized not totally drained.
I guess one source of my "feeling drained" is the family issues, building, everyone moving. It was also nice to take this trip because I start work on Monday after next so it may be my last opportunity for a break that I will have this summer.
Its funny, I didn't plan this summer, and yet I have managed to take 2 vacations (Vegas and Sask!) however I think the latter is much better then Vegas! =D and I have a full time job..and another part time gig around the town.. and its been nice. I have much more I want to right but I'll write it in another blog post so I don't jump all over the place.
I didn't so much plan this trip other then I have some amazing friends (more like family) to visit. I have a few very dear friends who I need to see. It isn't even a want. I need an opportunity to be myself, to be comfortable around some people who I know care about me and want to lift me up. There are just way to many people that I have been surrounded by lately that all they do is bring me down. Maybe not intentionally but that is the result. When you visit with a friend you should feel alive and energized not totally drained.
I guess one source of my "feeling drained" is the family issues, building, everyone moving. It was also nice to take this trip because I start work on Monday after next so it may be my last opportunity for a break that I will have this summer.
Its funny, I didn't plan this summer, and yet I have managed to take 2 vacations (Vegas and Sask!) however I think the latter is much better then Vegas! =D and I have a full time job..and another part time gig around the town.. and its been nice. I have much more I want to right but I'll write it in another blog post so I don't jump all over the place.
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