The ugly side of unplanning

I guess it cannot always be happy and sunshine days.

This past couple of weeks is a reflection of that. My bud of 16 years is gone, I have a dear friend sick and dying in the hospital.

On a more 'lighter' side I don't have any information about my internship, I cannot get my music advisor, my international advisor or my intern supervisor to get the stuff done that I need done....

I'm off to spend most of the weekend at the hospital...

*deep breath* Here I go.

One week 1 day..

Its been one week and one day since I lost my bud. Sometimes I want to do nothing but cry, and sometimes that is all I do. But I guess things will get better. Or maybe they won't. Either way I guess I don't have much choice but to go forwards.

It seems lately I've had time to catch up with old friends. It has been a nice reprieve. And I will take the time while I have it because I know the calm will not stay forever. Being with my family again has its ups and downs but I am settled and okay (most of the time) with where i am at. Life of the unplanned...

It seems soon I need to go into the city. A lady I used to work with is not well so I should go asap is what I got told. Sad sad sad. Life in that community was tough but I do have many dear friends from there which I am grateful for.

huh too much emotion lately. Where did my summer go!